So I entirely mixed it up here lately.
And the past year was the impetus for the whole thing.
It was the fact that I was sent home to labor in the a/c at home without a ton of distraction. There wasn’t a night life and I couldn’t entirely even hang with my friends. I have an underlying health condition that made it better to stick to the safety on my own heating and cooling. All of this sort coalesced into a really real reflection period for me. Things slowed down and I slowed down with them. To get out of the a/c I would take long nature walks. This turned into time spent meditating and I even started doing yoga online. I realized that laboring at what I did in the perfectly Heating and A/C maintained office was not my authentic passion. And I entirely wasn’t sure that if I didn’t go for it now, during my mid 30’s, I would ever go for it. I was ecstatic I had saved much of the money I received over the last 15 years. I spent some on a plot of land. Then I brought in a basic prefabricated small out building. This was going to be where I lived so I could devote myself to my art. It’s such a basic way of living and I love it. However, I did have the Heating and A/C corporation come out to put in a ductless heat pump. I figured heating and cooling along with indoor plumbing was too lavish for my new approach to life and work.