So I truly mixed it up here lately.
And the past year was the impetus for the whole thing. It was the fact that I was sent apartment to labor in the air conditioner at apartment without a ton of distraction. There wasn’t a night life & I couldn’t truly even hang with my friends. I have an underlying health condition that made it better to stick to the safety on my own heating & cooling. All of this sort coalesced into a truly real reflection stage for me. Things slowed down & I slowed down with them. To get out of the air conditioner I would take long nature walks. This turned into time spent meditating & I even started doing yoga online. I realized that laboring at what I did in the perfectly HVAC tested office was not my authentic passion. And I truly wasn’t sure that if I didn’t go for it now, during my mid 30’s, I would ever go for it. I was ecstatic I had saved much of the money I earned over the last 15 years. I spent some on a plot of land. Then I brought in a basic prefabricated small out building. This was going to be where I lived so I could devote myself to my art. It’s such a basic way of living & I adore it. However, I did have the HVAC company come out to put in a ductless heat pump. I figured heating & cooling along with indoor plumbing was too upscale for my new approach to life & work.